Thursday, 26 May 2022

what kind of a person I want to be with ?

 someone who practice powerlaw in most situations.

I have thought over it. 

I should search for the person who has demonstrated multiple times in her life that she follows powerlaw.

nothing else matters - looks, education,  caste, rich/poor... fuck everything ... it does not matter.


I should go with my gut and base my decision on this one variable.

If you keep following powerlaw, you keep improving over time in whatever you are doing.


Prioritise and keep moving everyday.

 Keep those people who are following powerlaw without your persistent push for the same.


It is tough to follow powerlaw in daily life.

The world is powerlawed. 

The problem is, that it takes mental effort to see it and then practice it. 

It is easy to follow normal distribution and fall under 2 sigma of the average.... it is much harder to be a 3,4, 5 sigma value creator.

It requires effort to prioritize and put the effort in the right direction to achieve your goal. It is easy to have a random walk and have zero displacement as a result.

If you want to move in a direction then you need to prioritize and decide to keep moving even in the face of difficulty. Keep moving... even if you are taking baby steps in the right direction.    

I have seen myself not being able to practice powerlaw. As if, the brain dopamine cycle working against my goal, it chooses to not let me follow powerlaw.

I have this realization every couple of days and then I have a talk in front of the mirror where I ponder deep into myself and accept the reality that I am not following, for whatever reason, the powerlaw.

That I am letting cheap dopamine win and get stuck in it, instead of being deliberate and work.

To be honest, post dopamine cycle I do get to see my weakness.


Time is more valuable in life than any asset and amount of money in life. I have to be extremely vigilant, almost criminally vigilant about my time.

The curse of birth in a lower middle class is that a lot of these truths about life are learned in our late 20s or early 30s. 

Don't get me wrong, I am super happy to be born in my family where I was allowed to experiment with my time.

But I did realize I had nobody to guide me. I have burnt my hands more times than I wish to remember. I have deep scars and wounds from my past experience But all of those have made me a stronger person. 

Everything is training.

The mantra has helped me recover every time I failed in my life. 








Monday, 23 May 2022

Long term objective

Wherever amazon is present, we should have 100 customers in each country.



Till we haven't achieved it... we can not stop.

The goal for 2022 is 100 customers ( doing an additional 1 lakh with us) in India before 31st, 2022.

Wednesday, 18 May 2022

Answer

 powerlaw(prioritisation) +  perseverance/practice + everything is training(iterative mindset)  = Certainty