Alexander the great- book by Jacob abbot- finished in a matter of hours. 

Throughout the book I was searching for one thing- his motivation. What was his source of energy? How did he defy his emotion for his reason? What was the extent to Which he was ready to go in order to achieve his dream, which he surely did. By the end of the story I was convinced that even god fear the brave and real power resides in a man's endeavour to achieve his  dreams. 

One can do everything..... but remember everything has to be done by you and only you to do it...
therefore F--K everything and do it

cheers!

GURU

Some WWWH question about Guru...

Who is Guru?
One who removes all your imperfections by telling you the ultimate truth...

How to get a Guru?

one does not have to find a Guru; instead, just work on one's character. The type of character you idealize to be in your life will call for similar entities. In the due course you will get one or many Gurus depending upon the diversity of your Idealized Character.

Why do we need a Guru?
I would like to explain it using an Engineering Example, consider that I give someone a complex piece of equipment but I did not provide the manual. Through perseverance and persistence one will find out about the functions of the equipment. But had I given the manual, one would have discovered the truth immediately. Now, your life is the equipment and manual is Guru.

What should be done when we know we have found our guru but, are not sure about it?
Before you become a disciple, both you and your Guru has the freedom to test each other's REALIZATION. This is the process of great anxiety and mental agony; this is the method used by guru to purify you of your imperfect imprints. Once you clear this incubation period, you will see that all chaotic experience of the past would start making sense. Until one reaches this position where one finds perfect bliss and natural happiness in THE SELF, one should not stop, one should continuously persevere.

to be cont..

sharmsaar ho gaya hoon main....

kitne mare 

kitne maare mere naam par

sharmsaar ho gaya main...

mughko dhunda sabha mein

mughko dunda ekant mein.... par

sharmsaar hogaya hoon main

maine khoja mughme

main na mila mughme

sharmsaar hogaya hoon main..

mere naam par girje bhare 

mere naam par gurdware ...hoon kahi nahi par...

sharmsaar hogaya hoon main....

hath se na roti chhuti

tutti aas bhukho ki pyare..

sharmsaar ho gaya hoon main...

mughse mangte, mughse ladte

mughe jane kya na kehte..

par main kisse kahoon ki main.... dukhi hoon..

sharmsaar ho gaya hoon main...

teach me how to think.......

Yaah, I know this sounds a bit naive but; I really wonder , how many of us really know how to think?
since my childhood, I have been suppressed under the burden of facts that never came handy in my life and as far as I see, it happens with almost every child in India.

 A pretty good question to ask is,why these people don't teach us the basic phenomena about human existence... which i believe is analytical thinking for decision making. Why are we forced to such weird things that are already outdated.

After being an engineering student in one of the prestigious University of india .... I still feel our system has to be more receptive from the other end, which is largely neglected in decision making- STUDENTS.

I believe that the sole aim for education is to provide students a firm basis for facing the unknown territory called the future, but future is hardly predictable and in that scenario facts will never help but only the experience of facing challenging situation under uncertainty. This experience and the realization will be a zillion times better than scoring 90% in the end semesters.

I asked myself... why do I want to do the things I want to do?
As I did not get a satisfactory answer it became mandatory to sort things out and precisely at this moment,  the very moment when my life was about to be decided I saw myself unable to decide the course of my life.  Luckily, I found what I love and I am struggling hard to achieve it ; but  all this confusion led me to ask why no one taught me this.

Realization

Every one has been preaching that one has to believe in something to live... but i say how can one believe in something if one has not reasoned.

I have learnt this the hard way that one should never believe in anything, until you reason it..
 practice it.. test it and finally agrees if it is the "truth".