Incremental rate of return.....

This is a fundamental question that I use to ask myself.

I do not know how and when did I get this notion of asking for rate of return in from anything in life.

I do not go for the current value of anything, reason being... the current value is somehow a distortion of current information baggage.

The thing that is interesting and a little difficult, is to ask the meta level question.
The activity that we are about to embark on, does it have incremental rate of return or decremental (there is no such word... I want to use it... so fuck it) rate of return.

It is hard to tell whether an activity will lead to incremental rate of return or not. But Every now and then, I come across something that has incremental rate of return.

And I will do it, no matter how many people will be against it.
 I can simply not explain the fundamental reason for doing it. They are generally not in a state of mind where they would accept my reasoning. But that does not matter... I know eventually they will agree to my interpretation of the world, as more people will come on board and join the activity.

People have a deep yearning for social proof, I do not.


Somehow, I have been able to make up my own mind and persevere in the direction I see fit.

Now, I do not care what you think about me.

For some ... I am a genius......., for some... I am an egomaniac, retarded, arrogant, immovable ,indefatigable bastard....But I am none of those.


In my world view, I am simply trying to acquire knowledge and apply knowledge. Fuck everything else.


But lets come back to the original concept of discussion.... You are reading this because you somehow got enchanted with the title... so I should be true to it.

Lets talk about incremental rate of return on relationship.... be it personal or professional....

I have not found many people in the professional zone... whom I could say that my journey with those individual will have incremental rate of return.

People are driven by external sources and the closer they get to the perceived limits of their dream... they stop the journey..... then all the fun evaporates and misery becomes the default status.

There are only a few individuals who were in that category where people were working for a bigger reason than satisfying their animal instincts.

But I want to create a place or a group of people who understand this thing in their bones and practice it in everything they do.


Personal level....

I have not found any bandi in my life who understood this before me telling this simple thing to her.
It would be an epiphany, if I  would ever find such a bandi... But I am optimistic.


I would request , all the girls who are reading this... be truthful to yourself and do not lie to me about the status of your realization... anyhow I will find the core of your existence and If you would have lied to me then it would be counter productive for our relationship.

I do not know how valuable this concept would be .... but I want to ask myself this thing about everything that I do.....

Every small detail, every small thing that I could imagine should pass this simple test....

Does it have incremental rate of return?