instead of trusting my intuition, as everybody adivce,..... i am trusting my analysis and model........
its scary as shit right now... i have not coded in two years...... but i have to learn approximately 2.5 years of worth knowledge in 1.5 days......
and my analysis says it can be done but,
my prehistory brain is emotionally exploding ... shouting not to try ... as it is telling me that the work will not be done within that period.... and the customer will be unhappy on monday morning when he comes back to his desk and does not see the work done....
just the image of me confronting the customer...scare the shit out of my brain.... but ....but ...but.....
the analytical part of the brain is giving me reasons and models to work ...... telling subtly that there is nothing to fear..... its human to feel fear........ so focus on work and get it done......
and contrary to every neuron in my brain .... i am choosing to believe in the model.......
I will definitely write a reply on monday morning as well
its scary as shit right now... i have not coded in two years...... but i have to learn approximately 2.5 years of worth knowledge in 1.5 days......
and my analysis says it can be done but,
my prehistory brain is emotionally exploding ... shouting not to try ... as it is telling me that the work will not be done within that period.... and the customer will be unhappy on monday morning when he comes back to his desk and does not see the work done....
just the image of me confronting the customer...scare the shit out of my brain.... but ....but ...but.....
the analytical part of the brain is giving me reasons and models to work ...... telling subtly that there is nothing to fear..... its human to feel fear........ so focus on work and get it done......
and contrary to every neuron in my brain .... i am choosing to believe in the model.......
I will definitely write a reply on monday morning as well
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